I KNOW NOTHING !!!!
- ME ME ME
- Yesterday I worked a convention fundraiser by standing in an 8x10 room with no A/C in Houston heat -frying catfish, french fries and salad. It almost killed me.
- I dreamed last night that I fell down our stairs-TWICE, wrecked my car, burned the bottom of my foot and developed a strange rash on my arm.
- On the way home from the fish fry - I smoked AGAIN (keep up-I'm out of the dream bullet now).
- I'm smoking now while typing this.
- When I saw my husband sleeping this morning, I just wanted to hit him in the face with a big dead fish. I love my husband and have no reason to want to harm him.
- I look forward to being off work for three days, but never do well away from work.
- I don't FEEL like doing my morning meditation.
- I don't FEEL like going to my meeting today.
- I don't FEEL like me.
- I FEEL miserable and ungrateful.
- I FEEL fearful and uncertain.
- I don't much like it at all.
Pammie
15 OK JUST SAY IT!:
Well my God, it is apparent that the fish fry day with no AC traumatized you. I mean who would be in a bad mood after that.
Yeah, well, um, yeah - somebody needs to be whacked with a big dead fish, right...?
Don't know much what to say so I won't say it...
I just hope this part of your "dark night of the soul" is brief and you find happiness and joy again in your life soon...
Blessings and aloha...
Sounds like some kind of 'FEEL' disease to me. Take one (ony one?) HERSHEY bar. That should cure the disease.
(((Pam)))
(step away from the cigarettes.)
Hopefully the bad day wears off and the weather AND much needed days off, give you a different perspective. In any event I'm thinking of you and sending good vibes just in case. (Hugs)Indigo
This too shall pass. It always does.
In the mean time there will be fish hiding all over NW Houston!
See what smoking does.
Oh well, because of your history, you know that This Too Shall Pass.
That dream sounds like you are feeling out of control which you are concerning your mother. Bless your heart.
I'm really grateful you gave so unselfishly of yourself so that the convention will be a huge success (I'm hoping it's the Int'l convention, cause I'm coming to TX next year). Thanks for your honesty...I can't stop crying today...these butts are a tough one to let go. Love you, TK
You got a program, and you will be back on it (probably by now you already are).
Gee, I miss the sweltering, humid, hair frizzing, armpit stinking, butt crack clinging heat. I spent June, July, & August of 1979 pregnant and riding the non a/c buses of Houston five days a week. I thought I was in a vat of dead fish.
Smile, please?
Hey it is the Pammie Whisperer.
Relax, deep breaths. God is in control and is very fond of you.
You remind me to be happy that I am not in your psychic shoes right now. Hopefully, by the time you read this you will have recovered. It's really awful to feel that way, I hate the thought that it will come back to me again. But I know it will. Thank you God, at this moment I am fine and I bet by now, you are too.
Oh Honey, I hate see read you like this. But you WILL be ok. I'm glad you are smoking rather than other things. In God's time.
Pammie, it must be the heat and the family stuff. HALT aways gets me.
i'd say that whole fish fry thing was torture, like did you die and go to hell?
i love this quote, "I just wanted to hit him in the face with a big dead fish" it's the bestest.
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